Redemption

I'm sorry everyone, I haven't updated this article for such a long time. I came back this time just to give an explanation. First of all, when I started this article, I wanted to adapt the plot of when I first met my then-online dating partner. She and I were very good at that time, and my novelty at the beginning gradually turned into liking her. At that time, I also thought about whether she would leave me, and I often dreamed that she was getting further and further away from me... In fact, I was an insecure person, but at that time, she showed her full care and often shared her life with me. I am very easily moved, so I felt that I could go a long way with her. It was because of this thought that I decided to write this article. I want to go to many, many places with her to eat many, many delicious foods and see many many beautiful views, but unfortunately all of this only exists in my fantasy. After writing the article, the subsequent chat between her and me was still normal without any conflicts. Not long after, she told me that her family was opposed to us being together, and then she said she had a fight with her father and her father told her to break up with me quickly. After I saw it, I asked her to block me and delete it. She didn't agree and said she would never delete me no matter what. But I still asked her to delete me, and then she deleted me. After she deleted me, I didn't feel sad, but calmed down. After thinking about it for a long time, I decided that she must have made such an excuse to get rid of me. In those days, I was sad, angry, missing her and resenting her, and almost lost control of my emotions because of her. When I calmed down a little, I found that she forgot to delete another chat software between me and her. I originally wanted to block her, but I didn't have the heart at the time. From that day on, I said good morning and good night to her every day, but she never responded to me. A few days later I found out that he had replied to my message. He just said sorry to me, she had moved, forget about her... I replied ok, and just as I was about to send her another message, I found that she had deleted me. But I didn't shamelessly add her on WeChat again, because I'm not a romantic person, and I don't want to be a licker. After that, I deleted her phone number, mobile phone password, account password, her photos, and all the chat history she had with me. I deleted them completely. At that moment, all my beautiful fantasies about her disappeared completely, and only countless disgust for her remained in my mind... Now I have figured it out, I shouldn't blame all the fault on her. Because I also made mistakes. My mistake was that I should not trust others easily and should not be easily moved by others. She is like a gust of wind around me, but this gust of wind stays around me for a little long. Since she is just a gust of wind, I don't need to care about her. Because it is no different from ordinary wind, except that the wind is a bit strong and the duration is a bit long. I will not update this article for the time being. When I have new ideas, I will naturally update it. Okay, no more, stop looking, let's go! I must remember that when I am inspired, I will definitely open this software again! Okay, I'm really leaving, bye bye! Gu Yan who suffers from mental illness (suffer) × Su Wanli who is full of righteousness (attack) Intention: There is no intention, it just comes out of nowhere