If possible, I would like to completely close myself off and then destroy myself.
This is the best, I shouldn't exist.
(This is a story about a depressed boy seeking redemption. It is niche but full of love. I hope you can love him too.)
Nan Xun and Nan Yan are twin brothers with high IQs. In many cases, high IQ does not mean they have the same high psychological maturity. They are also fragile, feel confused about the future, and are afraid.
They also take one step at a time, working hard to make the people they like like themselves, and to let the people they like stay by their side.
Small Theater: Exchanging Life Control Parts
Nan Xun: I have an exam next week.
Nan Yan: No problem, I'll take care of it. How many points will it take?
Nanxun: 80.
Nan Yan: 80? Can it be higher? 80 Is too insulting to your IQ.
Nanxun: No.
Nan Yan: Okay... Freak. By the way, I also have an exam next week, and I have to...
Nan Xun: I know, you want 90.
Nan Yan: No, this time it's 95. I made a bet with Xiaojie. A score of 94 or above counts as a winner.
Nan Xun: Yeah.
Concept: When everyone is growing up, there is a dark, low self-esteem, and overwhelmed self inside. Nan Xun is the shadow that all of us think we have forgotten when we grow up, but in fact it is just a shadow buried deep in our subconscious.