It was my twelfth birthday that year. I remember many people asked me what gift I wanted. I said I wanted a Barbie doll. In the end, you were the only one who gave me a set of Barbie dolls. I remember it very clearly. It was a couple, with a small house behind it and a cute dog next to it. The moment I opened the gift, I tacitly acknowledged that you liked me. I made a promise to you in the birthday wish I put my hands together that year. It was also from that time that I was sure that I wanted to I bet my loneliness and bravery to you, and I thought about how I was so lucky. The person I liked also liked me, so I waited for you to tell me that you love me, but I waited and waited, and waited, and finally I waited for the news that you had transferred to another school. I lost the bet, and I'm not going to lie to you. I was very sad, especially hearing this from others. I was really scared for a while, what would you do if you fell in love with someone else and forgot about me behind you. Later, someone said, you said I was being sentimental, but I believed you and didn't want to like you anymore. I told myself not to bow my head and be a bitch. I thought I was very good at stopping losses in time. Xu Yi, I have always been quite arrogant. Saying that I like you is like killing me. I have a bad personality and have no patience. I always give up halfway when doing things. I never take the initiative to be humble when we quarrel. I have a very stubborn temper. I can't pull back many cows. I also like to worry about the future and worry about gains and losses. Someone asked me before why I didn't fall in love. I said that I didn't want to have a relationship, I was too lazy to talk about it, and I had a lot of problems, so I didn't bother. In fact, I also wanted to have a serious relationship, but I am a perfectionist. I always thought that my first love must be the first person I like, and that person is you.
Purpose: Youth Literature