1. In the past few days, a red butterfly has been flying in front of my eyes from time to time.
I have a little strange thoughts about Ai Xuemei. I don't know if this kind of thoughts is love. I dare not make too many speculations and associations.
2. However, now, clearly, you tell me that you like me too. The person I like happens to like me too. This is such a thing to be thankful for and celebrate!
3. But how could I be willing to let you go - on such a wonderful night, I kissed a girl for the first time, and this girl was you who I have been dreaming about. We had the most pure and holy first kiss together!
4. Xue Mei thought that he had listened to her advice and decided to start a new life, but she didn't expect that he actually started some kind of fantasy again... And she had a premonition at that time that this would be the last time they spent together, and they would go their separate ways!
5. If there is an afterlife, who should I choose in the next life? Lan'er or Xuemei?
This is a tangled question. I love Mu Xuemei for her liveliness, generosity, perseverance and courage, and I love Lian Xiaolan for her gentleness, consideration and tolerance. I can't bear to give up on either side. I just have to see who I meet first.
But is meeting him first a blessing? Can you be with whomever you meet first?
I'm still not sure... This is a difficult problem in life's growth!
Concept: the conflict between sensibility and rationality, the contradiction between ideal and reality, love and the meaning of life
