Yes, I was sick, and I have other novels in the works, but this is an autobiography. The only purpose is to record the voice of a patient with depression, and not to waste a talent that I once recognized as my own. It can be regarded as popularizing a medical disease to the world before death, letting the world know more about what the world is like in their eyes, and making a small contribution to this group.
Purpose: I hope more people will know about this group around them, understand them, prevent the disease, and provide help.