(The text was revised on August 2, 2025.)
Also known as "I'm Running to You".
——I will wait for you until you are thirty. In that year, I will be thirty forever.
1. "Life is short, so you don't have to worry about me changing my mind. I won't waste too much of your time."
2. "You are five years older. When I am thirty, you are twenty-five." "Just right, you can still have a better relationship."
"Before that, could you please spend some time with me?"
3. Stay with me until I am thirty, and the inheritance will be yours. For you and me, it's a good deal.
"You will still have a good future, even more brilliant."
"And I become your nourishment, supporting a flower to bloom."
4. If sincerity cannot be exchanged for your heart, then use profit to gain it.
——Dedicate half your life to seek death once and for all. Thirty is the deadline.
On the thirtieth birthday, when the zero o'clock bell rings, it is the time to leave and embrace death.
——Waiting with hope in the midst of collapse.
Inferiority sensitive capitalist x rational and calm college student
Gentleness x indifference, depression x heart disease, the companionship of two terminally ill patients.
——He may have had feelings for me, but it's not love, and he won't be with me forever.
——[If there is no future, there is no need to start. ] This is his code.
——Love retreats again and again.
——In this love war, everyone is a loser.
No one wins.
Childhood sweetheart√
Homosexual heterosexual√
BE (tragedy) ending√
The main text ends with BE, and the extra chapter will write a HE, a gentle BE.
Extra: I don't have love for you, but I can be with you.
Purpose: One person's life needs two people to complete it together.