There is a rose in everyone's heart, some grow in comfortable greenhouses, some grow in dark corners, and some grow in the dazzling sunshine... There is also a rose in my heart, but it no longer grows, it gradually withers, and the petals fall one by one, counting the countdown to my death.
My soul has been drained by them, and I only have a body left, but they will not let me go. Their faces cannot be seen clearly in the alleys, her curses are heard in the dim room, and their eyes in the crowd tell me the abyss.
Maybe I have also met an angel with wings, and her infinite light shines on my dark world, but I am a monster who cannot see the light. I keep moving towards her, but in the end I disappear in her light.
On that night, I remembered the gorgeous fireworks I had seen before, and the withered roses bloomed again. I fell from the sky, lighter and lighter, lighter and lighter, lighter and lighter... Finally I was freed. My body was covered with bright rose petals, and everywhere around me.
I died on that beautiful night.
Intention: Understand that you are a very lucky person, love the world, work hard to grow, and stop being depressed.