"Because of loneliness, I listed him as the object of my longing, a kind of spiritual collection... If I don't have thoughts about him and no emotional sustenance, I don't know how I can live. Some people once said that I am cold-blooded. Yes, I admit it, why do I need extra emotions? I am so closed-minded and so shy. Can't I live by guarding the treasures in my heart? Women are flowers swaying in the wind. They need sunshine to shine and rain to moisten them. But, who said this The person is gone... I am decadent, I don't know what kind of person I am, I am sad, someone loves me, but I think I don't need it... My life is slowly withering, my sunshine is gone, and my rain has evaporated, what else do I need? I don't need anything, I have always been alone! Yes, I want to lock my heart, no sunlight can shine into my dark heart, and no drop of rain can splash into my dry heart..."
"Wake up! Why do you ignore me? I am neither your sunshine nor your rain. I am the wind. I am the warm wind blowing through your heart. Xihe, will the door of your heart be opened for me?"