Pei Jinhuan is an ordinary person
Ordinary appearance, ordinary family, ordinary character, ordinary education
She also imagined that she would be an extraordinary person
She also longed for many things
She looked at all kinds of people around her
She listened to the various experiences around her
She suddenly couldn't deceive herself
She wanted to save herself, but she didn't even have the courage to save herself.
How timid and cowardly, how pitiful
Purpose: Looking for the meaning of life