As If Sleeping Without Waking Up
似睡未醒时
by Say Goodbye to Wine and Return to Your Hometown (辞酒归辞)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 20k Words
- Chapters
- 6
- Genre
- Baihe (GL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 4y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Stats
Tags
- ThemeLove
- POVUnspecified
- Age13+
- Campus
- Coming of Age
- Serious Drama
Synopsis
The girl was squatting on the ground, lowering her head and fiddling with something unknown. When Shen Xi approached, the girl stood up to block him. "What are you doing?" Shen Xi rubbed the girl's fluffy hair. The girl took a step back and hid the things in her hands behind her back, "No... Nothing?" Shen Xi stepped on his feet, tilted his head and looked at the girl meaningfully, "Is it true?" "No!" Shen Xi looked at the girl quietly without saying a word, his eyes were light and he was angry. Zhu Nian frowned, "I'm obviously younger, why is my sister so angry?" He took out the thing in his hand, stretched it out in front of Shen Xi, and gently shook the hem of her clothes, "Don't be angry, here, it's for you. I picked it for a long time and prepared to give you a surprise, but you discovered it." Shen Xi looked over and saw that it was a large bouquet of gardenias. They were small and bloomed very delicately. There were also some dewdrops on them. At a glance, he knew that the little girl had picked them early in the morning. Zhu Nian looked at Shen Xi, her eyes bright, waiting for the praise of the person in front of her, but for a long time, Shen Xi didn't respond. She stood there quietly, holding a bouquet of gardenias. The girl's eyes dimmed, she lost her expression, and she was a little disappointed, "Don't you like it?" "I like it, I like it very much." She buried her head in the bouquet, and the fragrance of the flowers flowed freely in her nose, filling the girl's fresh heart. "Really?" Zhu Nian walked forward and held Shen Xi's wrist. When no one was paying attention, he slowly inserted his hand into the gap between Shen Xi's fingers and smiled proudly, "It's done!" The sunshine is gentle, gently depicting the girl's love. The gardenia flowers are blooming in pure white, and the girl is holding the gardenia flowers in her hands. The fragrance of the flowers conveys love. Chen Xi looked at the girl's extravagance in amusement, with unclear meaning in her eyes. Zhu Nian pouted and silently held Chen Xi's hand, "You dare not like it? I got up early in the morning and carefully selected the most beautiful ones. If you don't like it, I can't do anything, there is nothing I can do..." As she spoke, the girl's voice lowered, slightly sad. Chen Xi tilted his head and looked at Zhu Nian, and laughed rudely, "Well, there's nothing I can do." This sounded particularly unworthy in Zhu Nian's ears. Staring at Shen Xi, Zhu Nian unconsciously looked far away, "I have been waiting for so long, thinking that you will not wake up, thinking that you will just sleep like this and never look at me, talk or laugh with me. What can I do? I'm so afraid that as soon as you wake up, you will suddenly have an idol-specific plot, amnesia, forget about me, remember nothing, and know nothing." Self-deprecating chuckle, "You know this, I thought I didn't wait any longer, I found someone to marry, and on the eve of the wedding, I danced in the bar, sang all the sad love songs, got drunk, and then I was drunk all day long, and finally I found a quiet place and died at ease. Do you think I ruined another person like this? How could I be so bad?" As he spoke, the corners of his eyes turned red, and he held on to Shen Xi's hand not to fall. "No." "Huh?" "I will never forget you. If I forget, I will still fall in love with you. I will never look back and do what my heart desires." Youthful love is always turbulent, and the girl's heartbeat is always warm. There are always people running in the dim world looking for their own direction. There is only one sun, and the light happens to shine on me. The Tyndall effect requires a medium, and you are the medium through which light is formed. "You said you would take me home, but you broke your promise, but it doesn't matter. I'll wait for you for the rest of my life." "I won't let anything happen to you. You are my light until death." "You won't leave me this time, right?" "Don't let go, I'll hold on to you." The church was covered with her favorite gardenias. Black and white wedding dresses met. They looked at each other. We are together now, and we will be together in the future. In the next life, I will marry you again. Gender is not a boundary, it is not a reason. As long as you love me, I will go to you even if it is doomed. Streams and rivers return to Chen, stars and rivers return to Chen. Intention: Never forget, never forget every year, the stars and rivers will return to Chen, and the streams and rivers will return to Chen.