In this world, except for life and death, they are all trivial matters. And she is facing life and death...
If a person cannot live a normal life like other people, feel emotions normally, and can no longer have happiness and joy, then will she choose to live or not live? If you knew that your life was meaningless and was still a drag on others, would you still insist on living? ... Her choices are not right or wrong. The answers she gives are just unique answers to her life. Not caring about the consequences, not thinking about tomorrow, today is everything.
Intention: No amount of hard work will necessarily lead to any gain, but there will definitely be some growth, which allows us to continue to move forward.
I respect you...