After graduation, Aoki decided to return to the countryside after working in the city for half a year.
He returned to the countryside and found a relatively easy job, but he was still unhappy.
On the way home by bike every day, he looked at the sky and clouds in the distance and wanted to cry more than once.
——There must be something wrong with me.
Aoki thought so, and then he was hit by a car because he didn't pay attention to the traffic lights.
Aoki stayed in the hospital.
The white color and smell of disinfectant in the ward gave him a sense of peace that he had not seen for a long time.
But one day someone handed him a daisy and said with a smile, "Do you want to go downstairs to play together?" Aoki's body trembled, and the emotions in his heart were like waves that instantly overwhelmed him.
——Why are you talking to me?
He did not accept the flowers and went through the discharge procedures the next day.
Aoki rested at home for half a month. Then another year, two years.
He didn't go to work anymore because he found that he couldn't accept the beautiful scenery along the way, not even a flower or a green leaf.
——I will get burned if I get close to beauty.
Aoki became a squatter at home.
But Mrs. Fujiwara next door takes good care of him and often gives him delicious food. She is a warm person and dazzling in Aoki's eyes.
Aoki: A sociophobic patient with low self-esteem who cannot accept praise and kindness from others. Wear sunglasses when necessary.
Intention: Become positive as soon as possible