From personal experience, I always thought that homosexuality was far away from me (even though I was delayed for a year and a half) because I lived in a third- and fourth-tier city, where JK and Hanfu are not common (maybe because I am a homebody and don't go shopping much). After I entered Dandan, I considered myself bisexual, but I had no feelings for the same sex (including my ex). But it's different now. I may have gradually developed feelings for a person, and I seem to have fallen in love with her... I can't stop thinking about it. I think the feeling she brings to me is pain and suffering mixed with a touch of sweetness. No matter whether anyone sees it or not, I will write it down to commemorate it. There may be some meaning that no one knows that they are together, but everyone has seen them together. It contains some things that happened between me and her.
Purpose: To commemorate