"Am I a weak coward?"
"However, I am very disappointed. I am very disappointed with the people I have met, with the things I have experienced, and with myself. I am obviously unhappy, depressed, and meaningless every day, and yet I continue to laugh like a fool. I really want to end this life as soon as possible, so that's it."
"What will get better in the future? When will it be in the future? Will there be a future? I really don't want to know at all and I don't look forward to it at all."
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"However, if I can save and restart something, I would quite like it..."
Determined to work hard to become stronger × aloof art student and scumbag
Concept: confusion, secret love, restart