I told Chudong that I actually had thoughts of committing suicide, and she became anxious.
In fact, if I really want to commit suicide, I will definitely clean up the landlord's house, sell my mobile phone and computer for money, then transfer them to my mother, then pack my clothes and supplies in a suitcase, throw them away, and then die in my small rental house.
It may slowly become rotten and smelly.
After all, I, a person who can't go out, died
Except for the landlord who collects the rent, no one will know.
I feel like I'm really going to be miserable, haha.
Acting coquettishly yesterday, Uncle Tang reimbursed me for eating the Chuan Chuan. The Chuan Chuan is so delicious. If there is a chance, I really want to bring Lao Chen to eat it.
Lonely Shaxing is not bad either. Even though he is almost out of money, he still wants to buy me milk tea. Yes, he always likes to talk nonsense, but there was one sentence he said that made me cry.
He said: I just want them to support you, after all, you were so good to them before.
I said: No one will remember my good deeds.
It's great that Lone Shaxing and Uncle Tang still remember my kindness, and they have always been kind to me.
Maybe I wrote it because I wanted to be loved, but I really can't find a place to say it.
Let's just write it here. I may, really have to try again to see if I can fall asleep.
Good night.
Purpose: life