What should a 14-year-old look like? Twenty-four-year-old Zhao Ran still couldn't imagine it. Even though time has washed away that past for so long, she still can't try to imagine what a 14-year-old girl should look like. Memories can easily crush the budding beautiful imagination. She can't include her past in the collection of ordinary people's beautiful youth years. She stood alone and defiant. They seem similar, but have no intersection.
When did it start?
Why?
Is it your fault?
She tried her best to control her nausea-like physical discomfort and tried to search it in her mind but could only remain silent. Don't know where to start or why to start. If you say it's my fault, then so be it. Still like this, unable to resist, giving up on myself.
She still remembered that there was not much wind on the balcony that day, and after crying at the top of her lungs, she felt very calm while sitting there. She was tired. She couldn't hear her mother's almost collapsed cry behind her, but when she saw the teacher's face looking at her anxiously and panicked, she couldn't help feeling proud.
You see, it turns out that she can be scared too. She turned around and stopped looking, stood up and slowly closed her eyes. Just like this, it seems like it would be good to end it all like this.
14 Years old is like a catastrophe in life. Fortunately, after the disaster, as if she had received compensation from fate, she met very good people. She was finally able to give generously and work hard to gain like an ordinary person as she grew up. As time passed, she felt confident that she could let go of the lasting violence. Time cannot smooth the wounds, and the healed scars are clearly etched in the memory of her youth, and there is indeed a lot of festering inside.
Intention: Sincerity is indestructible, magnanimity resists everything