When I was eighteen years old, I graduated and took a girl to the beach. The beauty and the sea were like a dream. The girl has hydrophobia. Before this, I had been doing desensitization training with her. Looking at her back, I quietly retreated.
I hold the prepared gift in my hand, but the person I want to give it to is missing...
I stood at the door of the ICU, still holding the undelivered gift box in my hand - it was a ring.
Just fifteen minutes ago I received a call from the hospital. I searched frantically, but what I waited for was the call from the hospital.
"You still have a secret that you haven't heard yet. Come out quickly and don't hide in there." I yelled inside, but I no longer had the voice or courage.
Seventeen years old was the happiest year for me. My hydrophobia was cured. I loved the sea and didn't dare to go near it. This was because I couldn't get close to it. But the person I liked cured it for me.
I asked her to accompany me to the sea, prepared a surprise there, and asked her to give me a secret in return. She is a girl with a beautiful smile. I seemed to see her smile before she fell into the water. The water was cold but her heart was sweet.
I saw her, looking for me, she was calling my name, the person was blurry and I couldn't see clearly, but I knew it was her and she couldn't die, but I couldn't move anymore.
"I like you, the surprise is..." I couldn't say it anymore, my throat was full of water
Intention: I can see reality clearly but I can't see you clearly