"I know vaguely in my heart that I shouldn't live like this. But how should I live? Look at the people around me. They follow the formula and follow that complicated form all their lives, but they also give birth to some ordinary happiness. But, is this kind of life that is pushed to a fixed apex so peaceful and scary?"
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Dedicated to the completely different self and ruined idealism when I was 17 years old.
Intention: In a formatted life, are the people who are aware of it or the people who are always confused and confused happy?