I Think I'm Sick

I think I must be sick. As for when it started, I swallowed a whole bottle of amoxicillin (or aspirin) when I was a child I don't remember. It was so long that I can't remember exactly what it was, but I remember that the medicine was so bitter that I still feel it. I remember that smell, and I don't know whether it was a blessing or a misfortune. I vomited and had diarrhea, but I didn't die. My mother doesn't know about it until now. Maybe she just thought I had a gastrointestinal disease, but I was the only one who knew that I really wanted to leave at that time. Purpose: To reconcile with one's original family