Why is this happening. Is it because I always pair up all the pretty male compatriots around me, and then fantasize about having sex with them, then OOXX, then XXOO, or is it because every time I perform a mission, I am always late for the mission because I buy BL fanfics. Or maybe I always put our team leader in the anime world and develop a romantic 3P or NP with a handsome male protagonist OR a male partner, so I was cursed by the team leader, or... But why did I become a man, and most likely I turned back to the age of 15 when I was still as green as a young man? Ahhhhhhhh...