I Only Want to Be Your Plane Tree in This Life

No one has ever asked me what I went through in the rehabilitation center. As soon as I come out of there, I will be treated as a "monster" and "pervert". Every time I pass by others, their eyes will be full of disgust and disgust. Every time I come out, my mother will be waiting for me at the door. But it has only been a few years since her previously beautiful black hair has grown a lot of white hair. If you look carefully, there are more white hairs around the corners of her eyes. I haven't looked at her carefully for a long time since then. Looking at her now, everything seems to have changed and yet it seems that nothing has changed. When I get home, I can still smell the fragrant braised pork, the familiar braised pork, but I am no longer the familiar me before. In the past, I would hurriedly pick up my chopsticks and eat with big mouthfuls, but this time I didn't dare to eat. I'm afraid that if I eat it, I won't be able to take this step, and I will become obsessed with everything now. But I'm really, really tired and I want to let go. Shen Jiafang, I don't regret it, I really don't regret it. Then I didn't hear the news of your marriage. I might still persist until the day you can accept it. There seems to be no chance now. I hope I won't meet you in the next life. In that case, I won't love you anymore and I won't go through this. I may live this life indifferently, but at least I won't be happy like I am now. Tang Yuan walked to the river alone, looked at the calm river surface, and then looked at the lively church on the other side of the river and thought, "If I jump from here, you may hear the sound, or you may hear it from other people's ears! Don't feel troubled, after all, this is the last time I hear it in your ears." The bang resounded throughout the river. "Everyone, come and see if someone has jumped into the river. Is there anyone who can swim? Go and save them..." "If you give me another chance, I would rather leave Class 1 early. If possible, I won't get stuck in it. I'll let you go, but you must be happy." Intention: There are always people who will persevere without hesitation because they like it, even though they know that there is an abyss ahead.