There are always some unsatisfactory things in life. I don't want to say how unlucky I am, because people will always experience a lot of hardships when they live in the world, and there will always be many unacceptable things! And compared to me, there are too many people who are worse off than me in this world. In comparison, I would like to say that I am happy, but I just don't want to, I just can't think about it, I just don't want to live in this world anymore. You can call me weak, you can also call me timid. But for me, living is too painful. So I decided to find the fastest way to solve myself and bid farewell to this world. . . . . . . Maybe even I didn't expect that things would turn out like this, a strange world, a strange environment, strange everything, pain and torture, but this time, this time I think I can't die, because even death has become a luxury. . . . . .