Tragic life experience, attacked by X emotional defects
He was born in a miserable life and suffered from the successive deaths of family members and criticism from relatives and others. He also once mistook a kind of dependence for love, which made him not very willing to get close to others. He also believed that those things happened because of him. He took all the responsibilities on himself and refused to confide in others. He has extremely low self-esteem emotionally, and he will think that he is not worthy of the love of others. Later he met Xia Yan, and something happened in the middle, but with Xia Yan's encouragement step by step, he slowly opened his heart.
Gong's family was relatively wealthy, so he transferred to a high school in a second-tier city and met Jiang Yi. He himself had emotional flaws, but he had basic emotions. As he slowly got along with Shou, he felt that he had slowly restored the missing emotion.
Yang Zhe, the little monkey, is a good boy with a lively personality. He can easily make up his own mind, and his brain is sometimes slow. He is Jiang Yi's best friend. He likes Jiang Yi's scandal partner, Zhou Shu, who is in the next class.
Zhou Shu, the rumored target of Jiang Yi's scandal, is the monitor of the class next door. He is very enthusiastic and considerate. In order to be with the little monkey, I actually paid a lot.
The whole story takes place in a high school and spans three years. It tells the story of these four boys. It tells the story of Jiang Yi and Xia Yan becoming each other's light. It also tells the story of Little Monkey and Zhou Shu as friends, both of whom are the light of their lives.
"After more than ten years, I finally know what it means to like, and what the hell I did wrong. I just fell in love with someone, and he happened to be the same gender as me. He opened his heart in front of me, why did you stop me?! What did you ask me to do? Ask me to give up on him, how could I do this? Tell me, what did you ask me to do? What did you ask me to do? You are forcing me to death."
"Xia Yan, are you blind? There are so many people in the world, why is it me? What do you like about me?! I am a cockroach in the gutter and a rat in the sewer. I cannot see the light. You live in the light and should not be tainted by me... Let's stop here..."
"Jiang Yi, Jiang Yi" Xia Yan called this name that he missed so much over and over again.
"Well, I'm here"
"Let's go home, go home, Ayi"
"Okay, let's go home." Jiang Yi raised his head and looked at the former boy with a long-lost smile.
Concept: The world is not that beautiful, nor is it that bad. Sometimes when you are in trouble, there will always be someone around you who can be your light and illuminate you.