When she was fourteen years old, she watched Rouge Button, and she said that falling in love with someone else would not end well.
When she was fifteen years old, she watched Dream of Red Mansions, and she thought that the colorful clouds are easy to scatter and the glass is fragile.
Later she read some books, she read Lovers, Love in the Time of Cholera, The Brothers Karamazov, and Anna Karenina.
She said it doesn't matter, life is just regret, parting and loss are ordinary.
Only after meeting Lu Xun, she thought that maybe it wasn't that bad.
Maybe romance novels that I stopped reading after the age of fourteen are pretty good too.
Later, she stayed up all night and finished reading One Hundred Years of Solitude which she bought when she was fourteen but never finished.
Chen Ming said, I think all my unwillingness starts from thinking that I am an exception.
Intention: I accept and understand that failure and separation are normal in life, but I may have thought that there is something unusual between you and me.