[] Like a Bird Flying over the Snow-Capped Mountains

I am ashamed to say that when I was thirty-three years old, I made an appointment with a seventeen-year-old boy to die in love. We jumped into the sea in Yokohama and unfortunately were caught by fishermen. Several years later, this young man found me again and asked me if I wanted to give it another try. He said he had found a surefire way and it would work this time. I refused, not only because I am now married and have a family, but also because I want to live like a good person for the rest of my life. "Why do you want to live like a good person?" He asked me. "I will definitely go to hell," I said, "but I want to go to heaven. My mother and sister are in heaven, and they are completely, completely good people." But this idea was shattered when my husband was killed by a bomb on the Ferris wheel. I was determined to die, no matter what the cost. * Black mud healing Purpose: Experience the true meaning of life