"Arin, why are you so cruel, leaving me alone."
"Brother Yu, will you be happy only if I die?"
He was affectionate only after he died. What is the use of deep affection after death? No matter how affectionate you are, you can't make up for his fault, he is already dead.
Yu Shen's affection came too late, and he could never make up for the death of Shi Lin.
They have been together for eight years. As happy as Lin was in the first four years, he was miserable in the next four years.
After being together for a long time, everyone is not used to being separated suddenly.
He committed suicide on the first day of their ninth year.
Yu Shen will never have Lin again, nor will he for the rest of his life.
The rest of my life is without you.
Intention: He was affectionate only after his death.