To get straight to the point, I have been ill and depressed for more than three years.
When I realized that I was suffering from depression, I was shocked. Everyone thinks that I am open-minded and cheerful, but they never imagined that one day I would fall into the nightmare of depression, and as expected, it will accompany me throughout my life.
I have had many attacks, and it is really rare that you can read my article. Whenever he faces mental breakdown, he suffers painful and inhuman torture. I really want to live, so I have to know why I suffer from depression. I spent some time and tried to look back at my life, but I found that maybe even my birth was a mistake in the beginning.
This is not so much a novel as it is a memoir of my life. I am not a famous person, so I dare not say that this is an autobiographical novel. I am a film and television advertising practitioner, good at planning and plot adaptation, so I have added appropriate dramatic adaptations to my growth experience, hoping that readers can relate to it. But I seem to be what people call a "small town problem solver". I came out of the painful harm of my original family and rushed into the big city without a clue. I thought that escaping and leaving my hometown to pursue my career could cleanse myself. However, I did not expect that I still buried myself in this cocoon that I was bound to and could not break free.
Guxiang, homophonic to hometown, is my obsession with my hometown for half my life.
Intention: I know that it is difficult to expose one's own scars. We walk carefully in this world. If we have been hurt, we don't want to be hurt again. But if the scar is not broken, why should we stand up? If we continue to blame ourselves, we will push ourselves into the abyss. I hope to use my own experience as a guide so that people who are currently in the quagmire of depression can analyze it for themselves, learn to release themselves, open up the knot of depression to the people around you, and actively let the people around you help you heal. Don't be like me, stubborn like a donkey, and finally become helpless and helpless.
