In high school.
Because Shen Yan doesn't go to school often, she and Lin Jia don't see each other very often.
Shen Yan said to Lin Jia
"Dare to touch my people? Is your life too long?"
Also said
"Don't cry, because I don't care."
At a certain moment, Shen Yan couldn't tell whether he liked her or not.
But she knew very well that she loved her so much that she couldn't forget her.
But she had too low self-esteem. She had no parents or family. She was picked up by Shen's father and Shen's mother when she was 2 years old. Shen's mother became pregnant when she was 4 years old. From then on, Shen's mother began to be prejudiced against Shen Yan.
She doesn't know how to love others because she has never been loved and no one has taught her how to love.
Lin Jia lives in the light and feels that the whole world is bright, while Shen Yan lives in the darkest corner of the world, where the sun can be seen but cannot shine on her.
Concept: For those with low self-esteem, others will think they are scolding you if they love you.