She just wants to be a poor person, have a happy family, and love her parents. She does not need a lot of money, but such a small request cannot be fulfilled. What's the use of more money? Those ferocious faces are just for money, and all family ties are bullshit. I am so tired, so tired. I don't want to live in the dark alone, and I don't want to wait alone. Why should my father leave me to bear all this? Just because I am the eldest daughter? I really want to stop and take a rest...