In the form of memories, various events that happened to the protagonist from the age of eight to sixteen are recorded. The protagonist's father died young and his mother left her hometown. The protagonist's life of dependence on his mother created the protagonist's sensitive personality and also taught him to suppress himself from an early age. Later, his mother remarried. Due to his complicated emotions towards his mother, the protagonist was never able to truly integrate into the new family. During this period, the protagonist meets all kinds of people, including Liu Wenyan, a delinquent boy who wants to change his ways to meet others' expectations, Xie Xiaojing, a girl who is similar but opposite to him, and Zhang Ran, a boy who has an inexplicable attraction to him. He developed feelings of love for Xie Xiaojing, and discovered that he liked Zhang Ran in an unexpected physical collision. The self-awareness that had been suppressed for many years began to sprout. But at the same time, there is blessed youth on the one hand, and love that cannot be confessed on the other. The intertwining of the two emotions makes the protagonist deeply conflicted and entangled. However, on the other side, the world is losing its youthful and warm coat, and is beginning to show its cold true nature.
Concept: Adolescent boys are really difficult to deal with