There is a gap of eighteen years between me and what I want.
I said I wanted to go out, but I just wanted to escape from some things, such as a bad mood, this environment, and the memories of you that can be evoked in me.
I thought I separated from you for your own good, but I found that I was so selfish and privately sentenced your efforts and our relationship to death.
If you are too attached to the long term, it will inevitably be short-lived.
Intention: I want to be seen by you