"Xiao Che, I finally understand, Cheng Nuo, he is really my disaster, an eternal disaster."
You made me unsure of what happiness felt like, you made me think you were the whole world, and you made me fulfill my willfulness and stubbornness by hurting the people who love me. I suddenly felt that my first love, which ended in vain, was finally completed. Cheng Nuo, thank you for allowing me to love someone so desperately. But, I finally understand that I no longer love you, and my happiness is not you.