Cheng Yanmo said that the only wrong thing he ever did in his life was to choose not to believe An Shu when she was alone. He had lost his Shu Shu himself. He should have thought that her Shu Shu had said that even if he was begging on the street for nothing, She would never abandon her. He should never believe that she went with someone else. He lost Shushu and bullied her with his own hands. Even so, his Shushu still protected him when something happened to him. His Shushu was still begging him to the end.
"She was lying in my arms with tears in her eyes. I couldn't even see her eyes clearly. I only heard her trembling and asking me to return her Ayan to her. Those were the only and last words she said before she lost consciousness."
"She wants her Ayan, the Ayan who doesn't just blame him, the Ayan who will take good care of her, the Ayan who treats her as a treasure, the Ayan who will coax her when angry, not the Ayan who hurts her all the time now"...
Concept: There will really be people in this world who will bear the grievances just because they like someone.