After struggling again and again, he has forgotten his original obsession.
In fact, it no longer matters what the ending of this book is.
…
"This book is called "Bitterness and Disgust", so I thought that the hardships I suffered for you were just wishful thinking on my part to make you dislike me."
"Goodbye, my dear journalist. I will be free of what I am suffering now."
... The story actually started all over again.
"My dear Mr. Reporter, have you fallen in love with me again?"
…
"Why did it start again! Let me die!"
…
"I have to do it again and again, with the same ending every time. I can't escape the word death every time! I've had enough!"
"It's beyond redemption. It's really cruel..."
"Bei'an, I have found a way to escape."
…
"Why doesn't it work? Tell me! Didn't I die often enough?"
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This may contain some of my views on love, so it may seem a little strange.
Concept: A deep love at a young age may not necessarily lead to mutual disgust, but it may also lead to wanting to kill you.