I saw a girl passing by a group of girls bullying me. She was so embarrassed that the girls bullying him were very happy. I helped her get rid of those girls. I saw that his school uniform was from the same school as mine. My brother saw this scene and made an appointment. From then on, I sent him home every day. Later, a boy confessed. I beat that boy, and he came to me and asked me if it hurt. At that moment, I fell on her. Later, when I went abroad, I secretly took photos of her, but I didn't have time to say goodbye. From then on, I fell asleep looking at her photo every night. Five years later, I came back. I went to ask her about her and found out that those girls had bullied her every day during the past five years and even took photos of her. I couldn't resist the pressure. On the night of the wedding, I sent her the wedding photo and said, "Are you okay now? I got married, and I often think of you. You have been away from me for eight years now. If I had not gone abroad, you would be the one next to me now. The doll you gave me is still there, and I kept it well." But she appeared here.
Intention: From a dream
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————This review is dedicated to the author and the 444 male dormitory who have made it to this day.
It has been nearly two years since I opened this book, and I can honestly say that I have read it at least several times. Recently, I have finally finished the training camp chapter, and I feel very emotional.
444 Is a serial that I have been following since before the first 80 chapters were rewritten, and I have been following it for two years. Obviously, it has special meaning to me. At first, I was attracted by the distinctive character setting. Six boys with different personalities gathered in the same dormitory and experienced various adventures. To be honest, at first, I thought it was some kind of shounen hot-blooded series (why not count it!). At that time, the story had not yet unfolded, and my understanding of the characters was still superficial, just like when I first met the boys' dormitory.
As the plot develops, my reading experience is pleasantly surprised. One of the highlights of this article: the dispute. It is hard to imagine that we can see realistic and real friendship group portraits in today's mainstream that either shows the tacit understanding of the group or describes the badness of small groups. I'm not criticizing the monotony of the former, but to me, if the description of an intimate relationship lacks quarrels, debates or confrontations and the resolution of these problems, then no matter how you describe the beauty, it will be like fantasy, monotonous and boring. And 444 has done this. It describes so many things to us, which actually all point to the answer to one question: Where will our love flow?
There are all kinds of love in the world. To put it superficially, the ultimate goal of human thinking, pursuit, and action is for different kinds of love. They exist, processed through differences in thinking, different personalities, and superimposed emotional colors, and finally expressed. Quarrels, debates or confrontations are also behaviors that convey the so-called "love". The above conditions determine whether "love" will lead to rebirth, destruction, or deeper resonance.
So when a person is born, the first thing he comes into contact with is family love. In fact, 444 has not yet explained part of it, but it can be seen from a few words that this expression of love comes from the core character of this article, Feng Sichen. To be precise, our Sisi suffered a lot in this area, which can even be said to be torture. His short but happy childhood career became his phantom pain, and family love was the sharpest nail in his body, his desire and obsession. So much so that every time he was traumatized, he would subconsciously tell himself that revenge for his dead mother was the first priority. It seemed that if he lost this obsession, he would lose himself. Every time I see him say something like this, I feel very sad. This love is almost exhausted, but it is a rare source of water in the desert. Then Yaoyao appeared. As a ghost who calls herself "Feng Sichen's sister", she is naughty, lively and smart, and even her hair color complements Feng Sichen's; but they are so similar, with deep obsessions, curses, and even occasional bad taste. In fact, they often stabbed each other, and Feng Yao once called them "failures." There is a huge barrier between them, and they can't even prove whether they are each other's family. But you can see that they care about each other and are familiar with each other. If Feng Yao never appeared, I think this love would evaporate in Feng Sichen's still dry heart, existing but unable to be touched.
As people grow up, friendship and love begin to touch us. This part is inseparable from Feng Sichen, but I think it is Fang Ye and Li Bai who should be discussed in this regard. Let me talk about Fang Ye first. I am very happy to see the growth arc of this little boy. Like most of the times introduced in the introduction, Fang Ye looks mediocre, ordinary, and can even be said to be timid. We have seen many children like this. Fang Ye provides readers with the most authentic reactions and thoughts, a more intimate window. No matter what others say, I like this child very much. The magic of friendship is the most beautiful in Fang Ye. No matter whether he is happy, angry or sad, Fang Ye, who once endured it alone, has found support and reliance in his friends. I don't deny that Fang Ye is dependent on other members of the men's dormitory, but we must see his progress at the same time: in the hunting battle from Chapter 236 to 266, Fang Ye showed us his most tenacious and brave side. But you will notice that in addition to Fang Ye's own qualities, these are also based on Feng Sichen's guidance, Ji Qingxia's concern and Chen Yi'an's determination. These are all the reasons for his choice, and they are all interrelated and indispensable. It is precisely because of this love that slowly flows to Fang Ye that the cicada, which has been dormant for many years, finally sheds its shell of escape and begins to truly play its own music.
Let's talk about Li Bai again. In fact, I have a love-hate relationship with him (sitting at the same table with Feng Sichen), but there is a special point, which is also the reason why I brought him out to talk about: In fact, Yan Libai is the only person who has only friends in his close relationship. His past is like a blank slate, his family is like nothing, he is a genius, and he is the central topic of discussion wherever he goes. If we set our perspective on passers-by, we will see a typical "genius + freak". It seems that friendship in a universal sense will not flow to his chest, or in other words, it cannot leave a trace. After all, he appears to be hanging high in the air without reflecting anyone. But the fact is that many times, it is Li Bai who flows his love to others. However, the first half of his life, which was like a blank sheet of paper, made Li Bai's expression seem weird and even radical. We can see this most clearly in his relationship with Feng Sichen. His relationship with Feng Sichen was full of fierce collisions and frictions, and there were even true murderous intentions revealed. They were also the most inseparable and compatible friends, and the most tacit understanding of captain and deputy team. If you look at Li Bai's behavior towards Feng Sichen from a child's psychological perspective, you will find many similarities: because he is interested, he spares no effort to get close to the hiding figure and wants to know everything about it. Because he is confirmed to be the same kind, you must admit this in front of me. If I were to judge, Yan Libai's love is too naked but twisted. He tried to base things on the rationality he was proud of, but he forgot that emotions often cannot be measured by cold thinking; while he tried to truly reveal his emotions, his childish and fragile mind drowned out the original intention of overly heavy emotions. So, how did the Li Bai we see now realize and change? It's death. It is the repeated occurrence of moments when the direction of the flow of love is blocked, which allows the fetus to finally break free from the amniotic membrane and let out its first cry, allowing it to no longer hang high, no longer isolated from the thin wall to contact the world, and allow it to become a human being. This is why I was so happy that when he faced Feng Sichen again, he "didn't know what expression to put on". In the love of friendship, he truly exists.
Now we come to the most controversial part, which is love. Of course, this part is not represented in the protagonist group. Although I do not shy away from discussion, the clear presentation of love in the article comes from non-protagonist characters: Yan Lingxiao and Yuan Shaoguang. I often think about how love should exist, and Yan Yuan's interactions between the lines gave me a lot of inspiration. Strictly speaking, Yan Yuan's love is idealistic. In the current situation where there is great controversy over love, it will probably be classified as an "adult fairy tale" theme. We can see Yan Yuan as an independent individual, and their flaws or highlights do not depend on another person's foil; but we also see beautiful, touching or cute moments when they support each other. Love does not become more intimate because of binding and entanglement, nor does it rely solely on resonance and deep negotiation to maintain eternity. It is about passion, intimacy, relationship commitment and responsibility. Although this part is not much written, I can feel the love between Yan and Yuan that still flows to each other after experiencing setbacks and twists and turns, like two originally complete puzzle pieces that just fit together.
So, where will our love go? We know that there is no standard answer to this question, but we can see the answers given by different people in 444, which are either good or bad, clear or still confused. When we observe, resonate, and think in the text, we will eventually be inspired. This is also the charm of group portraits. Through words, we can show the response to a certain topic from individuals to civilizations. Being able to read 444 carefully and get these thoughts and express my own thoughts is my happiest, and it is also the way I express my love.
Finally, I would like to thank the author for his hard work. It is really amazing that he can persist in writing until this point! Come on come on!ヾ(◍°∇°◍)ﾉﾞ
(PS: What does it mean when I feel like I am writing an argumentative essay?)
————This review is dedicated to the author and the 444 male dormitory who have made it to this day. It has been nearly two years since I opened this book, and I can honestly say that I have read it at least several times. Recently, I have finally finished the training camp chapter, and I feel very emotional. 444 Is a serial that I have been following since before the first 80 chapters were rewritten, and I have been following it for two years. Obviously, it has special meaning to me. At first, I was attracted by the distinctive character setting. Six boys with different personalities gathered in the same dormitory and experienced various adventures. To be honest, at first, I thought it was some kind of shounen hot-blooded series (why not count it!). At that time, the story had not yet unfolded, and my understanding of the characters was still superficial, just like when I first met the boys' dormitory. As the plot develops, my reading experience is pleasantly surprised. One of the highlights of this article: the dispute. It is hard to imagine that we can see realistic and real friendship group portraits in today's mainstream that either shows the tacit understanding of the group or describes the badness of small groups. I'm not criticizing the monotony of the former, but to me, if the description of an intimate relationship lacks quarrels, debates or confrontations and the resolution of these problems, then no matter how you describe the beauty, it will be like fantasy, monotonous and boring. And 444 has done this. It describes so many things to us, which actually all point to the answer to one question: Where will our love flow? There are all kinds of love in the world. To put it superficially, the ultimate goal of human thinking, pursuit, and action is for different kinds of love. They exist, processed through differences in thinking, different personalities, and superimposed emotional colors, and finally expressed. Quarrels, debates or confrontations are also behaviors that convey the so-called "love". The above conditions determine whether "love" will lead to rebirth, destruction, or deeper resonance. So when a person is born, the first thing he comes into contact with is family love. In fact, 444 has not yet explained part of it, but it can be seen from a few words that this expression of love comes from the core character of this article, Feng Sichen. To be precise, our Sisi suffered a lot in this area, which can even be said to be torture. His short but happy childhood career became his phantom pain, and family love was the sharpest nail in his body, his desire and obsession. So much so that every time he was traumatized, he would subconsciously tell himself that revenge for his dead mother was the first priority. It seemed that if he lost this obsession, he would lose himself. Every time I see him say something like this, I feel very sad. This love is almost exhausted, but it is a rare source of water in the desert. Then Yaoyao appeared. As a ghost who calls herself "Feng Sichen's sister", she is naughty, lively and smart, and even her hair color complements Feng Sichen's; but they are so similar, with deep obsessions, curses, and even occasional bad taste. In fact, they often stabbed each other, and Feng Yao once called them "failures." There is a huge barrier between them, and they can't even prove whether they are each other's family. But you can see that they care about each other and are familiar with each other. If Feng Yao never appeared, I think this love would evaporate in Feng Sichen's still dry heart, existing but unable to be touched. As people grow up, friendship and love begin to touch us. This part is inseparable from Feng Sichen, but I think it is Fang Ye and Li Bai who should be discussed in this regard. Let me talk about Fang Ye first. I am very happy to see the growth arc of this little boy. Like most of the times introduced in the introduction, Fang Ye looks mediocre, ordinary, and can even be said to be timid. We have seen many children like this. Fang Ye provides readers with the most authentic reactions and thoughts, a more intimate window. No matter what others say, I like this child very much. The magic of friendship is the most beautiful in Fang Ye. No matter whether he is happy, angry or sad, Fang Ye, who once endured it alone, has found support and reliance in his friends. I don't deny that Fang Ye is dependent on other members of the men's dormitory, but we must see his progress at the same time: in the hunting battle from Chapter 236 to 266, Fang Ye showed us his most tenacious and brave side. But you will notice that in addition to Fang Ye's own qualities, these are also based on Feng Sichen's guidance, Ji Qingxia's concern and Chen Yi'an's determination. These are all the reasons for his choice, and they are all interrelated and indispensable. It is precisely because of this love that slowly flows to Fang Ye that the cicada, which has been dormant for many years, finally sheds its shell of escape and begins to truly play its own music. Let's talk about Li Bai again. In fact, I have a love-hate relationship with him (sitting at the same table with Feng Sichen), but there is a special point, which is also the reason why I brought him out to talk about: In fact, Yan Libai is the only person who has only friends in his close relationship. His past is like a blank slate, his family is like nothing, he is a genius, and he is the central topic of discussion wherever he goes. If we set our perspective on passers-by, we will see a typical "genius + freak". It seems that friendship in a universal sense will not flow to his chest, or in other words, it cannot leave a trace. After all, he appears to be hanging high in the air without reflecting anyone. But the fact is that many times, it is Li Bai who flows his love to others. However, the first half of his life, which was like a blank sheet of paper, made Li Bai's expression seem weird and even radical. We can see this most clearly in his relationship with Feng Sichen. His relationship with Feng Sichen was full of fierce collisions and frictions, and there were even true murderous intentions revealed. They were also the most inseparable and compatible friends, and the most tacit understanding of captain and deputy team. If you look at Li Bai's behavior towards Feng Sichen from a child's psychological perspective, you will find many similarities: because he is interested, he spares no effort to get close to the hiding figure and wants to know everything about it. Because he is confirmed to be the same kind, you must admit this in front of me. If I were to judge, Yan Libai's love is too naked but twisted. He tried to base things on the rationality he was proud of, but he forgot that emotions often cannot be measured by cold thinking; while he tried to truly reveal his emotions, his childish and fragile mind drowned out the original intention of overly heavy emotions. So, how did the Li Bai we see now realize and change? It's death. It is the repeated occurrence of moments when the direction of the flow of love is blocked, which allows the fetus to finally break free from the amniotic membrane and let out its first cry, allowing it to no longer hang high, no longer isolated from the thin wall to contact the world, and allow it to become a human being. This is why I was so happy that when he faced Feng Sichen again, he "didn't know what expression to put on". In the love of friendship, he truly exists. Now we come to the most controversial part, which is love. Of course, this part is not represented in the protagonist group. Although I do not shy away from discussion, the clear presentation of love in the article comes from non-protagonist characters: Yan Lingxiao and Yuan Shaoguang. I often think about how love should exist, and Yan Yuan's interactions between the lines gave me a lot of inspiration. Strictly speaking, Yan Yuan's love is idealistic. In the current situation where there is great controversy over love, it will probably be classified as an "adult fairy tale" theme. We can see Yan Yuan as an independent individual, and their flaws or highlights do not depend on another person's foil; but we also see beautiful, touching or cute moments when they support each other. Love does not become more intimate because of binding and entanglement, nor does it rely solely on resonance and deep negotiation to maintain eternity. It is about passion, intimacy, relationship commitment and responsibility. Although this part is not much written, I can feel the love between Yan and Yuan that still flows to each other after experiencing setbacks and twists and turns, like two originally complete puzzle pieces that just fit together. So, where will our love go? We know that there is no standard answer to this question, but we can see the answers given by different people in 444, which are either good or bad, clear or still confused. When we observe, resonate, and think in the text, we will eventually be inspired. This is also the charm of group portraits. Through words, we can show the response to a certain topic from individuals to civilizations. Being able to read 444 carefully and get these thoughts and express my own thoughts is my happiest, and it is also the way I express my love. Finally, I would like to thank the author for his hard work. It is really amazing that he can persist in writing until this point! Come on come on!ヾ(◍°∇°◍)ﾉﾞ (PS: What does it mean when I feel like I am writing an argumentative essay?)