It's a story that is sweet in the early stage but sweet in the later stage, and sweet to the readers throughout. But don't worry, there will be a knife in the end, it's he. In the early stage, you can look for glass shards in the candy~
Yu He has liked the shining Lu Jizhe since college, but he understands that he is not worthy of Lu Jizhe and will never be worthy of him. Likewise, only he knew about Lu Jizhe's private bad temper. Yes, only he knew about it. After all, Lu Jizhe's bad temper always seemed to be only for him.
It's not that Lu Jizhe doesn't know how to cherish, it's not that Lu Jizhe doesn't know how to pity, it's not that Lu Jizhe doesn't have heart, it's just that Lu Jizhe's cherishment, compassion... And heart are all given to others. Yu He once dreamed and prayed that Lu Jizhe's heart would leave some space for him. He thought that Lu Jizhe's heart was small, so he couldn't fit him. But as hundreds of days and nights passed, he understood that Lu Jizhe's heart was big and could fit anyone, but he couldn't fit him.
Yu He doesn't want to love anymore. He feels that loving Lu Jizhe is very tiring. Loving Lu Jizhe requires not feelings but life. Yu He's love was torn to pieces by Lu Jizhe, leaving scars everywhere.
Yu He... Healed, but even if those fatal wounds healed, they would leave ugly and scary scars.
"I love you with everything, and in the end I just ask you to give me your life back."
Lu Jizhe always thought that Yu He was a mean dog. If he asked him to lie down and lick his shoes, he would do it obediently. He always thought that Yu He was a dispensable person to him, but he was wrong. The day and two days when Yu He left, one week and one month, one year and three years, Lu Jizhe couldn't bear it at all. He had to admit that he couldn't live without Yu He.
Purpose: Don't take other people's love for you for granted