When I was a child, I couldn't understand many of the behaviors of adults, and now I don't seem to be able to understand why I do what I do. Just like at this moment, I can't tell what kind of status Chen Ling has in my mind. I don't understand what kind of situation I am putting her in. At this moment, I have the illusion that I don't know what I want. What exactly do I want?
On the day I leave, I will always think a lot about our encounter and the hurt in the process. There are many details that are constantly being enlarged. Many things that were ignored before are remembered in the memories. There are many things that are important in my memory that are slowly being forgotten. I want to catch them but I can't. But the only thing I know is that throughout my youth, this person was the only person I loved firmly. Although many people said that my feelings for her were not love, but that I longed for that kind of life in my heart, but I couldn't get it myself, so it was a desire. In fact, regardless of desire or love, what he brought to my life was unparalleled.
Purpose: To seek a relationship that you have never had before