Youth?
"My youth... I don't seem to remember much. I can only think of one person, but I can only think of his existence. I... I even forgot his appearance, and I don't remember what he was like, what he did, or everything about him, but I can still feel that he is very important to me. I don't know why. This is my subconscious reaction, as if... He is my youth."
This was a public interview four years after Li Qingxu was rescued. The "youth" in his heart had actually left long ago, but what happened four years ago made it impossible for him to remember who his "youth" was. By chance later, when he could remember, it might only be pain.
Intention: Not all relationships will be beautiful. If possible, I hope we never meet, at least we won't be sad