When I was a sister, I always felt that adults favored my sister. I was jealous of her youth.
When I was a younger sister, I always felt that adults favored my older sister. I was jealous of how smart she was.
When we are friends, I always feel that the other person is not close to me. I suspect that she has reservations.
When we were lovers, I always felt that the other person was in love with me and I suspected that he was boring.
Comment to myself: This girl actually has a good conscience, but her mouth is a little bit poisonous.