[Scarf: It's hard to calm down after a long time of peace]
[First person mind wandering in by mistake//Ending be]
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Before meeting Miss Shao, I felt that there was no joy in life. After meeting Miss Shao, I found that she is the joy that comes from the horizon.
After getting together with Miss Shao, I thought about how she and I would face the world's gaze in the future, and how we would fight against all this, but I never thought that Miss Shao would choose to give up.
I wrote all kinds of stories, some sweet, some sad, and many vulgar scenes, but I never expected that the ending with Miss Shao would be even more vulgar than the vulgar stories I wrote.
Sometimes I can't help but wonder, is this retribution?
It is undeniable that when I was with Miss Shao, I was really happy, but after we separated, I found that I was in doom.
Now I write down these stories, whether true or false, and tear open the wounds in my heart over and over again, feeling that as long as I am numb, it will not hurt anymore.
I wanted to write it in the third person, but I found the plot so cliché that I felt sick.
Miss Shao is the joy that comes from the horizon, but in the end, I can only return this joy to the horizon.
Peace, peace, Miss Shao, may you live a long and peaceful life in the future; as you said, a journey through mountains and rivers brings happiness in three lives.
Intention: We always do things we regret and fail to appreciate the present moment.