I always think of you and you, regardless of whether my life is good or bad.
I write the memories that have no place to put into our story.
An old aunt born in the 1990s made up the whole story based on her memories:
Back then, there was a lot of pretentiousness in Huaichun, and I remember that young people from far away were silly and happy.
1
My feelings for you are like a broken string, broken before the midsummer music is played. That dormant desire is like the hot air in a summer afternoon, stuffy in the airtight little house in my heart, squeezed hard at the bottom of my heart, and can never be released by a shower.
I have to wait for a long time for it to be released quietly one by one, just like an inflated balloon being tightly tied there, and I have to wait slowly, slowly.
2
Maybe it's because I chanted the mantra "I don't like you!" Too much, and finally I was bewitched by myself.
I firmly believe that the feeling I had when meeting him for the first time is just a conditioned reflex that every young girl will have when seeing a handsome guy.
3
His hand hanging in the air fell on my head, stretched out his index finger, and gently touched my bangs. I felt the warmth of his fingertips.
He bent over and stood up, came close to my face, and said in a gentle and low voice: "Silly boy, if you call me uncle, he won't hit you. Be good."
4
I finally stopped at the entrance of the alley. I turned around, and it was standing far away and suddenly ran toward me, hugged my leg, whined softly, and kept wagging its tail.
Purpose: This is a story about youth and growth. A somewhat sensitive and reticent girl, but rebellious and stubborn at heart, she gained friendship and love in a key high school. She changed her appearance as a poor student and began to study hard to get to her ideal university. In the later days, although her former friends and lovers left an indelible mark on her life, they supported her towards a better future. Just like what is said in Once Upon a Time in America: "When I am tired of the world, I will think of you. Thinking that you are living and existing somewhere in the world, I am willing to endure anything. Your existence is very important to me."