He knew very well the throbbing in his heart when he was young, and he also knew that the young man concealed the secret love in his heart that would never see the light of day, but he still pursued that illusory love like crazy, made the boldest decision in his life, and blocked it for the rest of his life. In the end, it was just a "love" that would end before it even started.
Purpose: Brave and persistent pursuit of love, only to be betrayed to pieces