This novel tells the story of today's young people's confusion about the future, loss of self, and confusion about love. It introduces the sacrifices and gains and losses of love, reveals love, what it is, and explains the true meaning of love. When the protagonist Lu Hequan experienced the emotional entanglement of love and being loved, when he thought he had grasped the true meaning of love, everything became confusing again. The love he believed in was so fragile in the face of material and money. Growth is a slow process. I don't know when it started, but life became more and more complicated. The world is always incomplete. When Lu Hequan kept hitting the rocks, he realized what this era needed, so he began to look for the mask that belonged to him, and began to change it again and again. Until one day, when I look back, I feel strange and unexpected to myself, and I feel helpless and calm about my gradual decline.
Intention: Looking back suddenly, I feel strange and unexpected about life, and feel helpless and calm about the gradual decline.