"A thousand kalpas are expected in my heart in one day, and I am afraid that I will end up in another life later. However, the promise is important, and you need to remember it."
When I saw this poem by Nalan Rongruo in reading class in the second grade of junior high school, Ming Yue's eyes were fixed on the three words "Qian Jie Zai".
At the age of fourteen, he finally got rid of the poverty that once embarrassed the whole family. Fourteen years of embarrassment made her go through thousands of tribulations. She wanted to smooth out the wrinkles in her self-esteem, pretend to have a face, hoping that it would fit tightly with her without leaving any flaws, and she longed for a false heart that even beats at an abnormal frequency to supply her with blood.
I have many things that I didn't dare to think about in my childhood, and those desires that were suppressed in my heart because I was sensible have become sparse and common now. Later, the family of three seldom got together, and they lived under the same roof but could not see each other every day. Later, she began to look through the thick diary written in her childhood and found the page with the sugar watermark on it:
"Friday, August 8, 2008, the weather is sunny
Today, my mother came back from get off work with a bag of lychees. They were very sweet. It turns out that the lychee flesh should be transparent! "
When she was six years old, Mingyue learned for the first time that fresh lychee pulp should be transparent. In the past days, I could only occasionally eat lychees that my mother bought from the vegetable market after working the night shift - lychees that had been stored for a long time and had white flesh. At that time, I couldn't understand the guilty expressions of my parents. I just felt that staying with my parents was happiness.
But eighteen-year-old Mingyue really wanted to eat lychees with white flesh again.
(Light on romance, heavy on growth trajectory, with a male protagonist)
Intention: Integrity, long-lasting love, courage