I don't know when Xu Jiayan started to be obsessed with "looking at the sea". The shortcomings in her family made her have a desperate need to be loved. She almost refused to accept anyone who came. In her opinion, love is beautiful, but it is also cruel. Maybe she chose to become more courageous with every setback, but in the end she had to pay the price. She left a sentence on a certain platform
"You thrive in love, so do I."
When she woke up, the number of likes exceeded 10,000. She smiled. It seems that there are countless people who feel the same way. I don't know if the love I yearn for is because of love, or if I just want to be prosperous in love. Whose love is it? Is he the one you want... Oh, because he is living a good life. It's just that your heart is unbalanced.
Xu Jiayan is not a good girl, even if her family thinks so, but only she knows it. She wants to do all the bad things. She has been in love ten times in seven years with different people. Gradually, her view of love has been smoothed out. When she falls in love again, there is no blushing and heartbeat. Only the collision between sex and soul is left. She no longer has feelings.
"Do you really like the sea that much?" He asked unintentionally.
"Yes! I like it very much" she typed these words on the screen with a smile
"Then I will definitely accompany you to see it in the future."
"Really! It's agreed!"
"It's the tenth time..." Xu Jiayan put down the pen in her hand. The tenth person said that she would accompany her to see the sea. She closed her notebook and lay on the bed looking at the ceiling. The tears in the corners of her eyes soaked the pillow. What is love? She became more and more confused...
Purpose: Tell your own personal experience
