Twenty-eight-year-old Dou Hong overturned a bowl of red bean porridge and dreamed that eighteen-year-old Dou Hong was chewing red bean-flavored toffee in the car on the way to the college entrance examination. During his lunch break after taking the Chinese language exam, he dreamed that twenty-eight-year-old Dou Hong was drinking red bean porridge... Hong Du wrote a song "Lie" in the summer when he was eighteen. "Lie, Red Bean is a Bean", Dou Hong raised a dog named Hongdou in the summer when he was eighteen years old; Hong Du pretended to receive a surprise from Du Zan at his 28th birthday party, and Dou Hong made up a story about Du Zan at the age of 28, called "Fabricated Love of Red Bean"
... When I was eighteen years old, I wrote a novel called "Zero Point Lies" at Zero Point. Is the protagonist Dou Hong, Hong Du, myself, or "Hongdou"?
Flowing consciousness, iron-clad red bean, who is dreaming?
Or is all of this a fabrication?
Or just because, "I hate eating red beans"? Loving Hongdou is a lie, all fabricated! They are all made up by Du Zuan.
"Don't love Hongdou just because my name is Hongdou! Du Zuan, please listen to me, I hate eating Hongdou!"
"And my name is Hongdu, not Hongdú!"
"Okay, okay, Hongdu doesn't like red beans, but Du Zuan likes red beans!"
"What did you say?"
"I said you like Hongdou, I just made it up..."
"I thought you said..."
"Yes, I like Anko."
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Intention: Deceiving yourself and others, deceiving everyone and even your own wishful thinking