This is a very simple novel, written about a 19-year-old girl's immature, ridiculous and hesitant thoughts. Ridiculous, so what? How can I forget your appearance, how can I be replaced, how can I gradually become blurred in my memory, if I don't write it down. If I don't write it down, I'm afraid I'll never remember you again.
So just go ahead and write. In the days to come, I may never be so sad again. I try hard to remember what you look like, and why I like you, and think about it, and when I wake up, you are just a dream.
So once a person becomes happy, her light disappears. It's fine for me to continue like this. I won't fall in love with anyone anymore, just by myself. Like is indulgence, this is the price of your indulgence, and it is also the benefit of your indulgence. After all, who can really understand you? If you study and live like a normal person every day, who knows how lonely you are inside. Loving you will always be a secret.
Concept: Only children are lonely, adults are unable to love them