"Nothing in this world can be perfect..."
At that time, I hated everything about myself.
I hate that I have such a smart mind that I can't ignore his every move;
I hate why I have such an indifferent heart that I cannot truly feel his reality;
At the same time, I also hate my memory - I can never remember the things I want to remember, and I can never forget the things I try to forget.
Faced with this situation, I feel very tired and weak. How could this happen? These are obviously just a part of my body, but I can't control it... I can't control it at all.
That day you were smiling like that, smiling and saying that you wanted me to forget you and start over.
How ridiculous that is!
If I can forget, why should I suffer so much? If I can forget, why should I wait and wait?
You are so cruel... In fact, you clearly know what I want to do most, but what I got in return was such a sentence, and you didn't even give me a chance... Why?
Okay, the game should be over here, right? The next round of the game should start with me.
Just wait... Now, I will come to you.