1./
Ning Wanyan, Shu Yu's attending doctor, read the diary she left behind after her death. After writing the last diary entry, small words like a confession were written in the final chapter.
The content above is as follows:
When I was eighteen years old, I gave up going to the top university in China and resolutely devoted myself to the coastal defense of my motherland.
Over the years, I have experienced more than ten typhoons and the heaviest rainstorms in history. Natural disasters have not defeated me. Faced with countless people's doubts, ridicules, and confusions, I have decided to move forward firmly.
People's words are terrible, but they can't defeat me.
Over the years, I have asked for nothing in return, regardless of sacrifice, and have even ignored life and death. I have been hanging by a thread several times, and have gone through countless hardships in the palace of hell.
I thought people's hearts were so enthusiastic
——But I was wrong.
2./
Shu Yu has made a lot of contributions to this world, saving nearly hundreds of lives from fire and water.
But no one could save her life, which lasted only thirty-two years and three months.
She was alone, leaving nothing behind except this diary.
When she was dying, she smiled easily, with a little regret and many emotions that I couldn't understand in her eyes.
She told me softly that if possible, she would ask me to go to No. 38 Nanqing Road on her behalf every Valentine's Day to check it out for her.
See if her lover is as well as before.
It rained heavily the day she left, as if heaven and earth were in sorrow, and even God couldn't help crying.
Later, I pieced together her life from the few words in the diary. The moment I finished reading the diary, in addition to huge regrets, I was also struck by countless emptiness.
I finally understood what happened to those inexplicable smiles in the last days of her life. Maybe it wasn't that she was mentally disturbed, but that she was imagining the joy she would get after reuniting with that person.
The following year, under the cold spring breeze, I told the last part of her life in front of his grave with the film director and screenwriter who came to visit me at No. 38 Nanqing Road, the largest cemetery in the area.
Before leaving, they asked me what I should give the movie a name. I was silent for a long time and only said six words.
Rose Apoptosis Diary.
I named this diary "Rose Apoptosis Diary"
These short six words were her whole life.
——Ning Fangyan.
3./
Ning Fangyan: I have been wandering for a long time. In the past ten years, my deep gratitude has been exhausted, and I have become a teacher and friend.
But I don't regret it.
Also, remember to tell Duan Zizhou that I hate him the most in my entire life.
In my life, I hate Duan Zizhou the most.
[Surgeon X Marine Rescue Flight Captain]
Intention: At that time, it was just ordinary