——Gothic clown.
I'm just a clown
It's my job to make you laugh
I love this job
sometimes i hate
I hate everything around me
Don't make me crazy. I'm going crazy.
Yeah fuck it
Don't worry about what I sing
This is my last scene
I put on funny clothes
wear funny hat
And a nose that looks like a red ball
Someone is painting my face to look like a clown
The crowd was cheering and I was reciting my rap lyrics
I know I want to keep yelling and scolding on the stage.
Until people go crazy and don't want to go home
They will melt to my music in the audience
And I kept shouting until my voice became hoarse
I'm a clown in everyone's eyes maybe they like me
maybe they hate me
But no one understands me, no one knows my sadness
those lost
People just care about my songs and I'll make you laugh
Yes my lyrics are humorous
Maybe that's all I am in your eyes
No meaning, impulsive and breathless
Just to amuse, just to make you feel happy
That's enough, right?
I don't care what I am in your eyes
I don't care about these songs of mine. I don't care who I'm scolding again.
Even if you all hate me and say I have dirty thoughts
It's so sexual that I don't care because I'm a clown
Self-esteem means nothing to me
Even if I cry alone in the silent night
But now here is my stage
I'm going to try my best to act crazy and act stupid
Just to make you happy
I'm just a clown
Just to make you happy
I'm just a clown
I'm not some kind of MC
i hate those songs
But those fools love to hear it
So I sing like this
So I'm famous
Hi, do you want my autograph?
Rap it's my ideal but what do they bring me
I don't know
Who really understands rap?
Who really appreciates me
no one
They only like me when I'm half-angry and most arrogant.
Like a clown
Performing juggling stunts in a big circus
Use dirty jokes to win people's hearts
when they take off their makeup
Put on normal clothes
Who else would smile happily when seeing him?
No one
So his soul died
He has completely lost confidence in his work
But when he returns to the stage again
continue his performance
Looking at people's cursed smiles
he feels sick
Those watercolors were painted on his face
like a wall
When the tears fell down, his makeup changed its appearance
People don't know it and think it's a performance requirement
when he starts crying
The audience cheered and applauded repeatedly
This is the fate of the clown
The tributes played with and then were discarded
But no one cares that there is only a broken heart
He didn't even have the right to moan
If the show fails, the boss will be angry with him
So he tried his best to hold his breath and barely control his emotions.
Then pick up three wine bottles and throw them into the air to start performing acrobatic stunts
Keep all the sadness and grievances deep in your heart
Then let his dignity gradually leave him
I'm such a clown
The stage is my prison
There's nothing I can do but keep the music going
Let my dreams finally become my burden
Write music in a messy way
Then sell it to make a living
When you idiots bought my CD O~
Thank you for helping me solve my survival problem
Please open the player below
The circus welcomes you
The next program is
clown show
I'm that clown
I'm going to make you happy
I'm just a clown
I'm not some kind of MC
i hate these songs
But those fools love to hear it
So I sing like this
So I became famous
Hi, do you want my autograph?
I'm just a clown
Just to make you happy
I'm just a clown
I think that's all I have
i hate these songs
But those fools love to hear it
So I sang like this
So I got rich
Hi, do you want my autograph?
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